This year is turning out to be one of significant changes. I chose to leave my relationship, I chose to move, and finally a third change has been thrust upon me.
Things around the office have been kind of troublesome for the last month or so. I work for the government of Québec, whose premier announced a two-year hiring freeze for provincial employees in the spring. I had been hired on a two-year contract, set to expire this month. I remained hopeful, and began badgering people for information as the date drew nearer, always being met with the response that no one knew anything.
In order for the office I work for to renew my contract, they need authorization from the Conseil du trésor. To that end, they made a detailed report of my tasks and sent them on up, hoping to justify my position based on the essential work that I did. On October 8, nine days before the end of my contract, I was called into a meeting with the vice president and the assistant director of the Régie, where I was told that in absence of a reply from the Conseil du trésor, my contract could not be renewed.
The most difficult part of leaving was saying goodbye to dear coworkers that I have become close to in my short time there. At a farewell lunch with the director, assistant director, their secretary, my boss, and the other technician in my department; I was given a card that had been signed by many of these coworkers. I teared up immediately and put the card away to read later. When I did, I had tears streaming down my face and a heart warmed by their many words of encouragement and kindness.
I have come to see this final change as an opportunity to achieve something greater. I have begun the process of looking for a new job, though at the same time I am taking advantage of my time off to enjoy life and make my home more comfortable. I may not have chosen this change, but I can embrace it.
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You know, Lukas, we all have to go through changes in life. Nothing happens for a reason. At least you gained valuable experiences and met incredible people during your tenure with the government. I wish you well as you begin a new chapter. As always, I’ll keep my eyes and ears open if I see job offers that may interest you.
And now, I look forward to hearing more about your book projects! 🙂
Oops! I meant to write, “Nothing happens without a reason.”
Even the most serious of writers and editors forget to proofread before posting comments 😛
My blog should be nicer and let people go back and edit their comments! But that might lead to mayhem…
I’m so glad you posted this. Was going to email you because I’d not seen a post from you in a while. I can only imagine what you’re going through. I am glad you are embracing the changes in your life rather than letting them take you down. Hugs.
Aw, thanks! I’m touched 🙂 I’m doing my best to embrace the changes and try to build something new. Thanks 🙂